Change

"Change is the only permanent thing in the world"

-natutunan ko sa Logic namin. :) Sa mga philosphers. :)

--if i change from what I was, it means that my approach to someone is not being acknowledge. He/She might not see or feel what I am intending to. That they don't recognized my actions. I changed not because it's needed but because for me it's to stop hurting myself; waiting for someone to recognized my actions. I changed not because I don't feel the same way before but because you made me do it. I changed for me and it's not being selfish.

How I wish to returned from what I am before. But it's still me. Who you knew. Who you love. Who I am.

Breakeven

I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing...

What am I supposed to do...
And what am I supposed to say...
I'm falling to pieces, yeah,
I'm falling to pieces

They say bad things happen for a reason
But no wise words gonna stop the bleeding
...I'm still grieving
And when a heart breaks no it don't breakeven even... no



-excerpts from The Script's song Breakeven


--:| If someday I suddenly disappeared, please don't look for me. I went to a place where there's no fighting. When everything's in peace. Where everyone laughs and smiles. A place I'm planning to be at.