Lost Thoughts

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If you would ask me what's on my mind right now, I cannot say it but I can scribble it though. I'm lost for words. I'm thinking too much yet nothing's really on my mind. It's full of lines and curves like those you can see in animes or mangas when the character is confused. I can't think properly.

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Life really is messy. It's full of ups and downs. There really are things you didn't mean to and yet it already happened. And just like that "regrets always follow." There really are things others wouldn't like that you like and vice versa. I'm entangled with so many problems. I'm really upset. I wouldn't push others to like me and I wouldn't push them away. There are really misunderstandings that will happen to strengthen the bonds with each other. I'm not trying to please anyone but I'm giving my best effort to prevent certain things. It really just hurts so much. To be blame to some things you didn't do, to blame others the things they did or didn't meant to do or say, and to be blame when you know nothing at all and yet it's your fault because you have their trust and your responsibility as well.

I am me. They are they. People are people. There'll really come a time when you would hurt others unexpectedly. UNINTENTIONALLY.

Love? It's a selfish act that hurts others. (seriously? physically and emotionally.)